The Narcissism Decoder Podcast

The Narcissism Decoder is a podcast that takes a comprehensive look at various facets of narcissism. The goal is to provide stellar educational content and clinical examples on mental health issues related to narcissistic personality disorder. This podcast focuses on specific aspects of narcissism, including its origins and everyday manifestations. In every episode, different psychoanalytic frameworks are explored as we unravel the complexities that lie beneath the surface of this label. I am on a mission to share my knowledge to help you gain profound insights into narcissism, navigate its complexities, and foster personal growth and understanding. If you listen to each episode, you will enhance your understanding of this complex structure.

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Are You Losing Yourself in a Narcissistic Relationship? What It Really Means | Epi 124

In this conversation, Gordon Brewer and I delve into the complexities of narcissistic dynamics in relationships. We explore how these dynamics manifest, the power imbalances involved, and the challenges faced by partners in such relationships. The discussion highlights the importance of empathy, communication, and understanding one's role in the relationship. We also touch on the factors that attract individuals to narcissistic partners and the impact of these relationships on personal identity and self-esteem.

Why Relationships Feel So Intense with Borderline Traits: Behind the Scenes | Epi 123

In this behind-the-scenes episode, I take you inside my clinical thinking as I explore what actually drives borderline emotional dysregulation. We look at how failures in internal holding and object constancy lead to external regulation through relationships, why this creates intense relational dynamics marked by rage, splitting, and blame, and how early trauma collapses the past into the present. I close by sharing a clinical stance — how to stay grounded in the person’s lived experience without retraumatizing them, while still gently widening reality.

Was Any of It Real? Untangling the Illusion After Narcissistic Abuse | Epi 122 – – Narcissistic Relations

In this episode, we go deep into the psychological aftermath of narcissistic abuse—where idealization turns into confusion, connection becomes captivity, and the question “Was any of it real?” becomes a crisis of identity. Dr. Kerry and I unravel how trauma bonds form, why they’re so hard to break, and what real healing actually requires once your inner world has been split apart. If you’ve ever felt pulled between the fantasy of who someone could be and the reality of who they are, this conversation will speak directly to you.

What does BPD mean? How Do I Know if Someone is Borderline? Behind the Scenes | Epi 119

In this behind-the-scenes episode, we explore what “borderline” really means beneath the chaos — diving into object constancy, the fragile inner world shaped by early deprivation, and why emotions can flip so fast. I walk you through how these patterns form, what they look like in real time, and how to understand the deeper psychological needs driving the intense shifts. This is a spontaneous look into my clinical thinking as I connect developmental theory, lived experience, and practical insight into one of the most misunderstood conditions.

How I Fell for a Narcissist Dr Kerry Part 1

How I Fell for a Narcissist When I Was Most Vulnerable | Epi 120

In this episode, I sit down with Dr. Kerry McAvoy—clinician, author, and survivor of a deeply deceptive narcissistic relationship. She takes us inside the psychological pull that kept her bonded to someone who mirrored her idealized longings while exploiting her vulnerabilities. We explore how her early upbringing shaped her ability to overlook red flags and why vulnerability after a profound loss can open the door to predatory narcissistic partners. If you’ve ever wondered how someone ends up in a relationship like this—or why it becomes so difficult to leave—this episode is a must-listen.

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