The Narcissism Decoder Podcast

The Narcissism Decoder is a podcast that takes a comprehensive look at various facets of narcissism. The goal is to provide stellar educational content and clinical examples on mental health issues related to narcissistic personality disorder. This podcast focuses on specific aspects of narcissism, including its origins and everyday manifestations. In every episode, different psychoanalytic frameworks are explored as we unravel the complexities that lie beneath the surface of this label. I am on a mission to share my knowledge to help you gain profound insights into narcissism, navigate its complexities, and foster personal growth and understanding. If you listen to each episode, you will enhance your understanding of this complex structure.

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Please tune in for a blend of compassionate insights, expert guidance, and compelling narratives that will reshape your perspective on narcissism.

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Why Do I Self-Sabotage? How to Break Free | Episode 106

Why do you keep repeating the same destructive patterns, even when you finally have something good—a loving partner, a promotion at work, or even just care and attention? In this episode, we explore the hidden forces that make receiving goodness feel threatening, from envy and shame to the fear of humiliation. Using real-life examples, we uncover why people unconsciously push away what they long for and how small moments of care can trigger destructive reactions. If you’ve ever wondered why you self-sabotage, this episode will show you what’s really going on beneath the surface.

Covert Narcissism: How to Break Free from the Control – Part 2/2 | Episode 105

In this episode, we uncover how covert narcissistic parents quietly take over their children's choices through guilt, victimhood, and subtle emotional control. You'll learn how these hidden dynamics can unconsciously follow you into adult relationships, shape your inner voice, and most importantly what it takes to start reclaiming your independence.

Is My Parent a Covert Narcissist? How to Recognize the Hidden Patterns – Part 1/2 | Episode 104

In this episode, we uncover how covert narcissism can quietly hijack your choices. What happens when a parent’s tears, guilt, or subtle manipulations make independence feel like betrayal? Through a powerful clinical example, we reveal the hidden inner logic that keeps adult children bound to their parent’s needs—and why separating isn’t just about moving out, but breaking free on an inner level.

Have You Ever Felt the Impact of Emptiness

Is the Narcissist an Empty Shell? Understanding Emptiness and Procrastination | Epi 103

In this episode, we take a deep dive into the psychic world of narcissistic emptiness — why everyday tasks can feel overwhelming, how withdrawal serves as a protective defense, and why shutting down can feel safer than engaging. Tune in to discover how small moments of engagement can be fostered to help shift a life overshadowed by withdrawal toward meaningful connection and authentic presence

Healing Narcissism What If They See I'm Not Enough Part 5

Healing Narcissism: What If They See I'm Not Enough? (5) | EPI 102

In this episode we dive into one of the most hidden struggles of healing from narcissism: why success doesn’t always feel like success. What if every new achievement, every step forward, only brings dread instead of relief? Together, we explore the deeper truth behind this paradox—the way grandiose fantasies once acted as armor against unbearable shame, fear of exposure, and early wounds of not being “enough.” Through a powerful clinical example, we uncover the heart of the narcissistic bind: the longing to be truly seen, and the terror of being exposed. This conversation gets to the core of what it really means to heal—not by chasing perfection, but by learning to live with vulnerability, complexity, and authentic selfhood.

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